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Every Part of You That's Left in Me

by Flower Face

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1.
Patient Sun 04:00
you're so seventeen hands on my neck and skin tight jeans i want to die with you at the end of the world you're so in between what i want and what i need i'm not sure what's good for me anymore my dreams all speak in metaphors of love and sex and fear you're always too far for me to reach and i wish you were here there are things we know and things we don't turned my ribs into a ladder to lift me out it never got me anywhere it never got me anywhere when you called me just to say "i'm drunk and i still don't love you i'm drunk and i don't want you around" (the sun comes up and i go back to bed/turn off the tv, just watch me instead/i will make you the happiest you've ever been/newspaper's open but you aren't reading it/i am laughing lying on the bedroom floor/i'm not scared of anything anymore/we're together laying on the sheets/the summer's leaving but i was sick of it)
2.
i wish i had a way out of this place i'm wasting away my hair keeps falling out and my face is turning grey i miss you every day and i can't breathe when you're not around. i'm alone in my best friend's bed waiting for the night to end i can hear her crying in the living room over the sound of a sitcom on tv he is breaking her heart again and what kind of fucking lie is my empathy? i've never felt so much never enough to swear i loved you or him or her or any of the past embodiments of my loneliness
3.
every evening after you throw up your meal you fall asleep in your clothes with the windows shut tight every day you tear flowers from the field just to show that you can, just to prove that you're right every morning you stare at yourself in the mirror are you losing more hair are you losing your sight? your mother says you're doing well your sister says you've stopped eating again i don't think the season will end
4.
Baby Habit 04:56
my body's made out of dead leaves my body's made out of dead trees i'm letting all this powdered poison kill my body kill my friends i told you to leave me alone but i wanted you to stay i told you to leave me alone but you loved me anyway lay strips of ice on my fevered head lay beside me in my tiny bed they're passing out, they're walking dead they're passing out, they're nearly dead self destruction is my pretty venom self destruction is my silent shame please don't get ahead of me please don't beat me at my own game everything will be okay
5.
Birthday 02:39
every year is just another candle on the cake every song is just a mantra about you i don't want to go outside i don't want to leave my room close my eyes and wish to die as they pass empty boxes across the table melted wax burning my skin wish i could go back wish i was able (i am not who i was before)
6.
you're waking now breathing deeper now nothing you can say will ever change my mind you won't hide blood with running water all rivers drain to the sea i'm not ruined, just simply bruised my name is a prayer and you scream it at me (slow down, slow down, i'm not ready yet)
7.
every time you look at me i'm overthrown by gravity pulling me down is it trying to bury me, bring on my early death or hold me safely to the ground? every word you said to me is carved into my memory like words on a gravestone i let my heart build a monument and dedicate it to you without realizing i'd made it into my home what goes around comes back around and it's all coming back to me i didn't know how to love someone who needed the ocean when all i had was the sea if i could explain i'm sure you'd understand but you never listen to me i'm standing trial against everyone i've ever loved and they've all found me guilty if i let you destroy me will you finally feel free? you called me again in the middle of the night to tell me you found god in the centre of the eyes of a pretty girl who never cries the way i did every day now the sun puts on a show, she's taking off her clothes but the moon just says goodnight and so it goes with you and i and all our starry-eyed fantasies, washed away as the trees all shed their leaves, seasons change and so do we as we burn away our fears with ink stains on our hands from all the eulogies we read shaking hands, make us bleed you are bitter wind against my freezing skin the reason i stay in on these cold october days you're the breath that i inhale while i write these words wishing there was something i could say i know i fall to pieces every time you touch me but i really want you to stay my funeral boy, body like a coffin laying in an empty grave i tried to write about the end of the world but i wrote about you instead your breath is the saddest song i've ever heard and i can't get it out of my head
8.
lying in your bed watching you undress waiting for a spark but i feel terrified instead i watch you braid your hair you make me want to kill myself touch me with your tiny hands kiss me with your tiny mouth next time you take too many pills i'll be the first one on the phone next time you take too many pills i won't leave you on your own your body's falling apart too much medicine in your bones ashes turn to ashes while i am carving you in stone i've been worrying about you, darling i've been worried about you, love i've been worrying about you, darling you keep me up all night, my love next time you take too many pills i'll be the first one on the phone next time you take too many pills i won't leave you on your own
9.
Daisy 05:04
easy, pretty baby, you're forgetting how to breathe is the colour draining from your face a reflection of me? easy, pretty baby, daisy, let me touch your hair i see you in my dreams i see you everywhere easy, pretty baby, summer songs on the radio tell me if you want to leave tell me if you want to go easy, pretty baby, wake me up, don't let me sleep daisies on your gravestone daisies at your feet (there's a song in your eyes that won't let me go coffins shouldn't be made in such small sizes)

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recorded in the basement of my house. i wrote this album in one month and recorded it in another. if you would like a hard copy (that includes a lil booklet insert that i designed), contact me for pricing information.

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released November 1, 2013

i wrote and arranged all of these songs. i stole daisy from pachelbel. i do all vocals/instrumentals except for the guitar in south city girl, done by my dear friend nate. i record, mix and master everything myself, so you have me to thank for the unprofessional aspects.

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