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Morphine Dreams

by Flower Face

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ren flower face is endlessly amazing; every single song i hear from her leaves me sat in shock wondering what the hell just happened to my heart because i think it died? idk but you did this ruby
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zoeechu This song means so much to me. Even though I can't relate to all of it, the parts I can relate to hit me so hard. <3
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campos12 Her music is magic there's no way for my to explain it Favorite track: Morphine Dreams.
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orchardnight ty for this ☁️🤍
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chante_tm Never before has a song spoken to me on a level as profoundly as this track. This song has quickly become something I turn towards to let out my emotions. I’ve fallen for Ruby’s voice about a year ago, and just finding out about her makes everything feel better. Congratulations on 5 years cancer-free, and here’s to many more years to come. Favorite track: Morphine Dreams.
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i recorded this song in 2016, a year after going through surgery and chemotherapy for stage 3 cancer. i released it for a limited time to raise money for the childhood cancer foundation.
to celebrate 5 years since surgery/chemo, i'm now putting it back out there for anybody who would like to hear it.
<3

lyrics

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i haven't slept at all
dreaming of july and june and pressed against the wall
these pills make me feel dead
vacant eyes and distant voices, my words come out all wrong

keeping me doped up
tearing me open on that freezing sterile floor
invading my body
drawing the blood til i don't feel a thing at all

i'm tired of these strangers in my veins
handprints on my lungs
break my tired bones and let me breathe
if i don't make it back home
you'll find me at the window, wide-eyed
kiss me one more time before i go
and then don't let me go
don't let me go

there's poison in my blood
chemicals they feed me slowly, stones beneath my tongue
my life's in plastic cups
living inside funeral daydreams, i hide from everyone

waking in cold sweats
nightmares like memories, they cling to me so tight
shivering and desperate
high on the morphine dreams, they keep me up all night

i'm tired of these strangers in my veins
handprints on my lungs
break my tired bones and let me breathe
if i don't make it back home
you'll find me at the window, wide-eyed
kiss me one more time before i go
and then don't let me go
don't let me go
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released September 2, 2020
written by ruby mckinnon
produced by ruby mckinnon and joshua kaiser

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